Reincarnation January 28, 2010

So the semester has begun, and with that comes projects! First day of class for Apparel I we are told we have a week to make a new look out of two or more old garments. I used 1) this vintage hand-made dress, which I had bought years ago (for like twenty dollars?) at an antique mall and had not worn because I was not confident I could pull it off and 2) this $5.00 kimono from Ragstock (where do they get all those kimonos anyways? really cool fabrics) And then I got a dress at Goodwill for the notions (invisible zipper and hooks and eyes)
Here is the end result, modeled by my lovely and talented classmate Kelly (worn with my own necklace from a flea market and the heels I wore to the dinner):

The design was really inspired the fabric – I wanted triangular shapes to be the focus of my design to reflect all the triangles in the dress fabric and the small zig zag pattern found on the kimono fabric. I also wanted to play with the idea of hiding and revealing the body with the sheer overlay in the front, the lace cutout on the side, and the straps that form a triangle on the bare back.
News January 18, 2010
New Jersey. New York. New people. New opportunities. My winter break was full of news!
One of the many benefits of receiving a scholarship from the Fashion Scholarship Fund is to go to a fancy dinner in New York – for free! This also gave me an excuse to visit my relatives in New Jersey beforehand.
Part One:



L: My cozy room that my aunt made up for me in NJ
R: Lunch at the Hard Rock Cafe near Times Square, since I’ve never been to one. They make a mean burger!
L: Outside the Titanic exhibit at the Discovery Times Square Exposition. Very interesting and personal, go if you get a chance.
R: Me and my cousin Chrissy chillin’ with Oprah no big deal. Okay, we were at Madame Tussaud’s wax museum.
L: Looking up at the spiraling Guggenheim, where we saw Kandinsky’s work in reverse order (decided that starting from the top and working our way down seemed more logical… ) as well as the memorable sculpture “Memory” by Anish Kapoor (who I just realized also made the Bean in Chicago!) and work by other notables like Picasso, Renoir and Pissarro. R: Aunt Olga and Chrissy in the cool modern Wright Restaurant attached to the museum, where we enjoyed a delicious late lunch. I had the parsnip soup and lobster brioche.
Before heading to NY to stay at the Grand Hyatt for the fashion scholarship fund dinner, my Aunt Olga, my great uncle Said and I visited my Aunt Zarema (Auntie Z). Here is my Aunt Zarema, me and Aunt Olga outside of Auntie Z’s house (NJ). It was great to catch up with my relatives on my dad’s side, because we rarely see each other.
Part Two:
Blew a kiss goodbye to my Aunt Olga as the train to NY rolled out. Called my mom. Arrived at Penn Station and took a cab to E 42nd St and Grand Central, where I would be staying at the Grand Hyatt. Talk about an impressive lobby! I walked in to see a fountain and trees and flowers, a mirrored ceiling, a coffee kiosk, nice chairs and tables and couches… it was huge and very pretty. Needless to say I had a goofy smile on my face as I searched for the check-in desk.
The lobby (it was hard to get a good picture… better in person)
I shared a room with my friend Mandy who also goes to Madison and received a scholarship. When we were not wandering around the city together, we enjoyed flipping through the channels of our TV from the comfort of our beds, since we rarely have time to watch TV during school. In the time we had to spare before the event, Mandy and I ventured to Brooklyn to meet up with some her friends, and to the Lower East side to check out the gallery where her cute children caplets are sold. Unfortunately, the gallery was closed, but we had a chance to browse some cool boutiques in the area before barely getting back in time to get ready for the dinner. (There was a police investigation at our subway stop, so we ended up splitting a cab ride back- once we managed to find one!)
The dinner was at Cipriani, conveniently located across the street. It was beautiful, and the food was great. After our rehearsal was cocktail hour, where we enjoyed mingling and meeting with fellow students, professors, and people of the fashion/business world. I managed to… shake off my nerves by talking to friendly students from other schools, trade business cards with a few people, smile for a few photos, get noticed for my height, admire dresses, sip champagne, and nibble on delicious hors d’oeuvres… all before dinner.

During the dinner there were announcements (the 4 winners of $25,000 out of 8 finalists… I might be there next year, on verra) heart-felt speeches, and awesome live performances from Ernest Felton Baker II (hip hop dancer) and Grace
Weber (singer songwriter).
The menu included:
- grilled jumbo shrimp & haricot verts (green beans)
- winter roasted veal chop with brown butter & sage
- ratatouille alla cirpriani & patate Anna
- vanilla creme infused meringue cake with fresh strawberies
- chocolate strawberries, cookies & biscotti, fruit tarts
And copious amounts of red and white wine.
It was delicious.
After it was over, Mandy and I hobbled back to our hotel (our feet hurt from our heels) and took pictures in the lobby, where we ran into fellow students and the “Master of Ceremonies”, Mary Alice Stephenson.
Enfin: Everyone at the dinner was so friendly and encouraging, offering help and advice to all of us students. It was great to get to know Mandy and Diane (the head of our department) better, catch up with Meg (who won last year and is now at the Fashion Institute of Technology), and meet Dean (our liaison between New York and Madison). And I loved wearing Lara Miller’s dress.
I found that it pays to dream big.
For You. January 9, 2010
I made my sister, Elena, this embellished collar/necklace for Christmas. I bought this cardigan from Gap (in a tall, of course
) and made an embellished band that snaps on and off so that the sweater can be washed; and the band also has hidden hooks and eyes so it can be worn as a big necklace separate from the sweater. I cut out circles in various sizes of cotton from an old shirt, tulle, some hand-dyed silk samples, a swatch I did not use, and other mystery fabrics picked up at the fabric give away at the end of the semester. (See what you can make out of scraps?) I sewed the circles onto the black cotton band with french knots and beads. Elena wrote about it here (I stole her pictures that her photographer boyfriend, Adam, took)
Me and Elena on Christmas
Inspired by:
and these
featured on Elena’s blog.
Living the Dream Again! January 9, 2010
So, I am wondering and so is everyone else: what am I going to wear to this fancy dinner?
Tried on about every single dress at the BCBG Max Azria factory store in Pleasant Prairie. Nothing was right. I liked so many of the dresses, but being six foot two inches made it difficult for the clingy cocktail dresses to fit me in the right areas and remain a decent length.
I felt I should make a dress, but I was pretty exhausted from the semester, not confident enough in my very newly acquired pattern-making/draping skills, and did not lug home my books and rulers for that anyways.
My mom suggests, Why don’t you e-mail a Chicago designer and ask them to borrow a dress? I shy away from this idea, thinking that it would not work, feeling this is too bold of a move to make. But mom knows best. And really, why not? Another what-have-I-got-to-lose situation. I go home and research chicago fashion designers. I come across Lara Miller, who instantly becomes my role model. I admire her clothes and design philosophy. She ensures her clothing is produced sustainably and ethically, and her tag line is “wear it your way”. So, I e-mail her and explain my situation and she e-mails me back! She says that if I intern for her for a day, then I can borrow a dress! I wanted to intern for her anyways, so this was a really good deal. I went to her studio in Chicago on Monday, and helped organize her collections with Amanda, Michelle, and Rebekah. Everyone was so nice and welcoming, and it was so cool to see a designer’s studio! The racks of clothing, the inspiration boards, the paper patterns, the bolts of fabric … *sigh*. Another dream come true.
And I got the dress.
Lara Miller Vegan Hemp Silk Hudson Dress from her Holiday 2009 collection
This is how I am going to wear it to the dinner (above pictures), but just look at all the possibilities. Two thick long bands on each side can be tied in numerous ways. Here are a few ideas:
Strapless, with bands crossed in the front and tied in the back

Crossed in the back and the tied around the neck in the front
And you can always wear it strapless tied in the front…
I paired it with these heels (pretty much my first real pair, as I do not need the extra height!), a bauble bracelet handmade by yours truly (black and amber beads on ostrich leather band with snap closure), black heart-shaped Betsey Johnson studs, and a deep green faux python Simply Vera Wang wrist let.
Living the Dream. January 9, 2010

I will be here in five days. And I still cannot believe it.
I was turning in my embroidery book at the beginning of the semester to my professor, Mary. She was talking to Diane, the head of the Textile/Apparel Design department. The next thing I know I am in Diane’s office and she is telling me that I have been nominated by the faculty to apply for this big design scholarship. Only five people get to apply for this scholarship from each school, and for our school, that means two from retailing and three from textile/apparel design. I am the only sophomore, they usually do not ask sophomores to apply. I am so excited, so surprised. I say of course I will apply, even though it will be a lot of work. I rush out of Diane’s office, beaming, and call my mom and my sister to tell them the news. Elated. People believe in me!
Later: slightly less enthused. It begins to dawn on me that I do not know what I am doing. Or, that is what I think. I have never done anything like this before:
FSF 1937 YMA Fashion Scholarship Fund
2010 Fashion Scholarship Fund Case Study
Scenario: Tommy Hilfiger, a 1995 Fashion Scholarship Honoree, is an iconic American designer with strong ties to music and celebrities.
His brand is built on the American Dream. His look has always been about youthful, clean-cut sportswear, with a preppy twist. His fabrics of choice are classics- khaki, madras, pique and seersucker- and you can always count on him for a beautiful rugby knit or sweater.
In 2008, Tommy Hilfiger entered into an exclusive U.S. distribution relationship with Macy’s. Ever since, Tommy Hilfiger has outperformed its competitors; business has grown and profits have risen. Next year (2010) is Tommy Hilfiger’s 25th anniversary. To celebrate, Tommy wants to develop a special 25th anniversary line of sportswear for both men and women, as well as reinvent his advertising, marketing and in-store shop concept.
PART ONE:
Each applicant must write a short research paper covering winning strategies that will make your ideas successful. Construct a clear and convincing argument in favor of your strategies. This should not exceed 3 (one-sided) pages and double space type. Be sure to check spelling and grammar and format the page in MLA style.
1. Research the Tommy Hilfiger brand. Write a competitive analysis of Tommy Hilfiger’s current sportswear collection and advertising/ marketing strategy in either men’s or women’s versus the competition. Include key strengths, weaknesses and competitive advantages of the Tommy Hilfiger classic iconic items vs. two competitors (See list below). Do they cater to the same target customer or a different customer? Explain in detail.
a) You will need to visit a Macy’s store within your area. You will research the following classic items: the polo shirt, the rugby knit, the button down woven shirt, the khaki pant and the 5 pocket jean in either Tommy Hilfiger men’s or women’s. If the store does not have a particular item, chose a similar item.
b) You will need to shop two competitors to compare the same or similar classic item’s style, design, fit, price points and how they market and display these product categories vs. Tommy Hilfiger’s. (In Men’s choose from: J Crew, Gap, Polo, Nautica, and Calvin Klein. In women’s chose from: J Crew, Gap, Lauren, DKNY Jeans, and Calvin Klein Jeans)
2. What recommendations would you make to reinvent the Tommy Hilfiger brand regarding product, pricing, in-store merchandising and visuals?
PART TWO- Choose either the design or business question.
Designer. You are to “reinvent” Tommy’s 5 Iconic Classic Items for men’s or women’s. Design a Fall 2010 collection consisting of 5 items from the following list:
- The Polo Shirt
- The Rugby Shirt
- The Button Down Woven Shirt
- The Khaki Pant
- The 5 Pocket Jean
a) Include the following: vision, silhouette, fabrication, color, pattern, and details for each item listed above. Highlight the trends and details that will make your product new and fresh.
b) Come up with a “new” iconic item that personifies the Tommy lifestyle, has mass appeal and differentiates Tommy from its competition.
c) Show a combination of free hand illustrations, cads, and fabrics in an 8 1/2″ by 11″ report format. This should not exceed 6 pages.
Note: You must design 5 items. You can design one category 5 ways or design one style of the 5 iconic items.
Overwhelmed. When I read this off to my parents, they kind of laugh and say, wow that is a lot of work. But I get through it. Lots of sketches. Lots of flipping through books, surfing the web in search of who Tommy Hilfiger is and what is his design philosophy. Trips to Macy’s. Phone calls for moral support. Meeting to learn Adobe Illustrator. Meeting to go over paper. Not a lot of sleep. Small panic attacks. No sleep.
And then I turn it in. Relief. Wish I could change some things, but must let it go. No worries, I learned a lot from the experience whether I win or not. I learned that research is important in design, that you need a lot of time to think and sketch and re-sketch before finally settling on a design. I learned how to use Adobe Illustrator, and I actually like it! (I am not a big computer person)I learned how to design for a company, and not just for myself.
I have a phone interview with Dean, who is very nice. I feel like it went pretty well, I did not freak out.
And then it is December. Among all the other things creeping up (projects, exams… really projects mostly) is receiving the news. Could I possibly get a scholarship? And I mean, it is not just a scholarship. It is also an awards dinner in New York with important fashion people and a possible internship and possibly a bigger competition next year…
I am walking up the stairs to greet my very far from finished jacket. I run into Diane and she says, “Congratulations”. What?! Realization sweeps over me as Diane informs me that I have received a scholarship. We hug, and I run downstairs to check my e-mail to confirm. Yes. There are three e-mails from the YMA scholars, one telling me I received a scholarship, another with travel and logistics information for the dinner in January, and another with the invitation to the dinner.
I call everyone I know. Of course, my mom’s phone is MIA so she is about the last person to know. But when she calls me she tells me how she is teary eyed with pride. When I come home from the studio, everyone cheers for me as I walk through the door and there are hugs all around. And I am so happy and thankful to have such loving family and friends who help me through my endeavors. (I know this is getting cheesy, but I really mean it.)
Elated. It was worth it.
(As soon as I get my portfolio back, I will post pictures of it. I could not figure out how to change my Adobe Illustrator files to pdf or something that could go on this blog without buying some software. Like I said, not a big computer person)

Pore me. January 9, 2010
“Pore Me”. Self- portrait embroidered on ostrich skin.

This was my final project for Structural Enrichment I (Fall 2009). We basically got to do whatever we wanted (why I love this class). Our professor, Mary Hark, is really great at encouraging her students to work on what is personal and meaningful to them.
I fell in love with embroidery this semester, and wanted to embroider a portrait. But what kind of portrait?
Back in high school I would cover my face in pore strips and I looked pretty ridiculous. But I did not care, because I was willing to do anything to get rid of my blackheads. I have always been self-conscious about my acne and blackheads. This black bumpy ostrich leather reminded me of blemishes and blackheads. Plus it is skin. So I decided to do a portrait revolving around pore strips. This piece is difficult for me to explain. Maybe because it is so personal, maybe because I feel that it is unresolved. Why is it unresolved? First, not everyone knows what a pore strip is… I should think of a more universal way to represent insecurities revolving around acne/pores. Second, it has dangerously close connotations with race, what with using black and white and embroidering on a skin, but this is not at all what it is about. I am not sure where to go with this, but I want to explore a series that tackles acne/pore insecurities. Any ideas?
A Jacket. January 9, 2010
This was my final patternmaking (DS 253 Fall 2009) project (and what I made instead of a third piece for my collection in Apparel Structures II). Basically, this is my first design that I made from start to finish, from sketch to muslin (okay multiple muslins), to paper pattern, to fashion fabric. (Photos by Mom)
Asymmetrical cotton twill jacket with contrasting navy top-stitching. Will have functional pockets and will be fully lined in navy fabric that is seen on the belts.


Collar can be worn up, to fight those fierce spring winds (or if you just feel like being dramatic)
Reversible D-ring belts at waist, sleeve cuffs, and collar
Zipper and snap closure
If I had all the time in the world, I would make this jacket in a bunch of different materials/colors. (leather, wool, fur…I want a winter version- wouldn’t a faux fur collar be so cozy?) And make a man-version for Zach (see below).
From left to right: Original sketch, work in progress, the messy studio from everyone pulling all-nighters to finish projects, and my wonderfully enthusiastic and supportive friend Zach modeling my jacket.
Opulence January 9, 2010
For my DS 154 Fabric and Apparel Structures II class (Fall 2009), our final project was to put together a five piece collection for some kind of event. We were to make two or three of the pieces and then depict the rest through illustration and fabric swatches. We could pattern/drape the pieces and/or make them from commercial patterns. I made two pieces (one draped and patterned by myself, the other from a commercial pattern). Overall, I felt my concept/idea behind the collection was well developed, but the clothing itself could have been more interesting, and I need to work on the fit. Here is my written statement about the collection:
Opulence
This collection is for a woman in her twenties, looking for attire of unexpected elegance for a night on the Chi-town with her girlfriends on New Year’s Eve. She likes versatile garments, so the collection includes pieces that can be mixed and matched, dressed up or dressed down. Dramatic silhouettes and unexpected details make these pieces special to her. She loves to shop, but she does not like to spend a lot of money, unless she needs something for a special occasion, or if she finds something really unique and wearable. With this in mind, I have tried to use less expensive materials (fake fur instead of real fur) and to add embellishments for a one-of-a-kind touch.
This collection is inspired by the story “Many Furs” or “A Thousand Furs” by the Brothers Grimm, in which a princess flees from an undesirable proposal with only the richest of her possessions- a coat made from the fur of one thousand different animals, keepsakes from her mother, a secret ingredient from the kitchen, and three dresses: one as golden as sun, one as silvery as the moon, and another as glittering as the stars. The color palette is rich: gleaming golds, shining silvers, deep purples (for a touch of royalty), inky black, and sumptuous shades of cocoa and taupe.
The five garments are harem pants, a pencil skirt, a bustier, a faux fur coat, and a simple dress. The harem pants and pencil skirt are both made from a black cotton knit. This material is comfortable, washable, and can be dressed up or dressed down. It also drapes nicely. The harem pants fall at the natural waist and have a roomy silhouette which may balance a more fitted top, like the bustier. They are ankle-length with cuffs so the wearer can show off some heels and/or a fun-colored trouser sock.
Me wearing the harem pants, which I made from this pattern. (view B)
They fall at my hips, instead of my natural waist, as I had originally intended. But I like the slouchy look and they are really comfy! Worn with a shirt of mine from Urban Outfitters, because the bustier I made is too big for me.
Cuff detail. I chose these buttons because the design and color go along with my concept.
The pencil skirt is fitted, which could balance a looser top, and falls just below knee length, which could balance a more revealing top. It features a wide yoke that hits at the natural waistline and curved darts. The curved darts are unexpected lines and mimic the crescent shape of the moon, which goes along with my inspiration. For a closure, it has an invisible zipper and hook and eye on the left side.
The bustier has a sweetheart neckline and princess style lines. This garment is more of a statement piece, whereas the skirt and harem pants are staples. Therefore, I chose more delicate fabrics that have to dry cleaned for this garment. The front and back panels of the bustier are made from a black, copper, and purple rayon blend jacquard weave fabric. The rest of the bustier is constructed from a black satin. Having the sides in black makes the wearer appear thinner. These fabrics are aesthetically pleasing; both have a slight sheen, and the jacquard fabric has a unique pattern and a gorgeous color palette. The bustier is fully lined with a plum polyester fabric that accents the purple in the jacquard. The lining supports the boning and makes the bustier more comfortable. There is an exposed zipper (and hook and eye) in the back for a decorative closure.
Bustier that I draped and patterned myself. Front (all pictured on mannequin, unfortunately have not found anyone that it fits, although it fits perfectly on my dress form!) 
Back
Detail of zipper and jacquard fabric. I am in love with this fabric. Found it a Gayfeather Fabrics, my favorite place to get materials in Madison.
The faux fur coat is primarily made from a taupe faux fur that has a linear pattern and medium-length pile. This fabric is used for the bodice and is on the bias so that it chevrons in the front, at the side seams, and in the back. This creates a dynamic pattern. It can be worn open or closed with fur hooks. The sleeves are made of a short-pile dark brown faux fur. The solid colored sleeves with a shorter pile balance all the chevron patterns going on in the bodice. I also chose to use two different furs to hint at the patchwork fur coat mentioned in the Grimm’s fairy tale. The coat is lined in the same material as the bustier. It hits at the mid-thigh in a cocoon-like silhouette. The silhouette is dramatic and cozy, as the wearer is enveloped in so much faux fur. The sleeves are bracelet length, to balance the longer length; and the wearer could show off some leather gloves. The faux fur provides warmth and is less expensive and controversial than real fur. It is soft and has a compelling texture.
The dress is short, hitting at the mid thigh to contrast the conservative neckline and mid-arm length sleeves. It is slightly fitted and can be slipped over the head; the simple silhouette allows for accessorizing with a belt at the natural waist. It is made of a light-weight silver polyester-imitation of a silk duppioni and features a sequined band at the hem. This material is aesthetically pleasing and can be hand washed or machine-washed inside out (to protect the sequined band).
The bustier can be worn with the pants or the skirt. The coat goes with the dress and the pencil skirt. Its roomy silhouette offsets the shortness of the dress and the tightness of the skirt. The proportions work as well since it is about the same length as the dress, and it is shorter than the pencil skirt. The pieces in this collection are meant to be mixed and matched with each other and with items in the wearer’s wardrobe. The color palette is rich and the fabrics are comfortable and luxurious while remaining fairly inexpensive, giving the wearer a feeling of opulence without the big price tag. The pieces allow the wearer to make a memorable appearance on New Year’s Eve, much like the Princess at the Prince’s ball in her dresses of moon, sun, and star light.
Storyboard.
I traced the Chicago skyline on top in Adobe Illustrator, the illustration is hand-drawn and scanned into the computer, and the line flats are from the commercial pattern packages. Overall, the storyboard is not organized very well, it is hard to “read”, so I will explain. The line flats of the pants and the dress are the same pants the girl on the left wears, and the same dress the girl on the right wears, respectively. The fabrics on the left correspond to the bustier- from top to bottom there is the black satin, the rayon blend jacquard weave, and the polyester lining. The fabrics on the bottom from left to right are the cotton knit used in the pants and skirt, and the faux furs used in the coat. The fabric in the right corner represents the fabric for the dress, but it would be in silver. It is also used for the top the girl in the center is wearing, which is not officially part of the collection. If I did this storyboard again, I would include line flats for all the garments in the collection, I would not include garments that are not officially in the collection, and I would arrange the fabric swatches so that they correspond with their garments more clearly.
Illustration in watercolor, colored pencil, india ink, and ink. Girl on the left wears the harem pants and bustier. Girl in the center wears the pencil skirt. Girl on the right wears the fur coat and the dress. 
Sample(s) No. 4 January 8, 2010
So I started off with the sample on the left, which is 10″ long, but clearly not 10″ wide (it is about 2″ wide), so I made two more bands about the same size to make up my final sample.
Cut-down tubes from the Ocean jacket sewn in between layers of silk taffeta with beads sewn into the tubes.
This one was my favorite out of these three, and I made it into a bracelet.
Beads wrapped in silk organza, sewn onto silk taffeta band.

Some of the beads are under a layer of silk organza, all sewn onto a silk taffeta band.

























